The old me

In 2001 I  was trying so hard to find myself  that I ended up being a scene kid even when i started high school. I'm 20yrs & found all these old pics of myself & tho "god I'm such a dumb ass for trying to be a scene/emo kid." (lol) I am so glad I'm not like that anymore because i was so childish, trustworthy & immature. because of all the pain i have had in my life I was able to became more of a women. I am so glad that I am not the little girl anymore that try's to believe & see the good in everyone. I have learned so much. I have learned that not everyone I talk to is my "so called friends" & That I can't always trust or depend on anyone but myself!

I have started wearing more dresses, & trying to look my best before leaving the house, I have a job that I want to get dressed up for but there's still a lot I wanna change about my self, my style & my hair but Don't get me wrong I still miss being a kid if I could I would go back in time & change so many mistakes but till that day comes I can only keep moving forward & just become a new, better person then I was before :)