Snow Day

 This was the first time i have ever seen snow before and it was like a ice wonderland it was so beautiful that i ended up crying a little.

it was so cold that it make my nose run and hands turn numb but it was one of the best feeling to see snow for the first time

Our First Meet

 our first meet in a mouth of knowing each other, this man i have only talked to over a dating site for a few weeks of talking i felt like this man was different from all the others i have had in my life. after only a mouth of talking and knowing that i have lied to him about where i really lived, i told him that i lived in the same state as him when i knew i was not going to be moving there for another year, but he did not care he still liked me and wanted to talk to me everyday seems then. but a mouth and 2 weeks into a great friendship he decided to venture to a state he didn't know anything about just to meet me for the first time.  the day finally came July 27, 2013 i woke up so worried and scared that once this man met me for the first time he would not like me that i would not be the women he wanted so i got nervous and very scared, i got up early to do my hair and pick out a very cute outfit even tho i have been planning out outfits for the earlier weeks so i went for my x-men shirt and some shorts, i put in my new gray contacts and curled my hair once i was finally done i went to the bathroom and as soon as i did i hear the doorbell ring and all those feeling for him cam rushing up my back and throw my whole body i freaked out and could not believe that it was really him but i didn't see him my mom was the first one to see him before me but i her his voice it sounded just the same as over the phone. my mom didn't want me to meet him yet she wanted him to give her all his info just in case anything should have happened to me. 

So i got all of my stuff together and passed by the door as fast as i could so he didn't know i was trying to look at him so find i finally saw him with my own eyes i was amazed how cute he was in person. so a few mins went by and my mom wouldn't stop talking to him long enough for we could go to castles and coasters but we finally did and man was it hot! i am one of the biggest scared cats when it comes to high rides so most of the time i could not but i tried so hard to be fun but he was so nice and understanding for our first date but later that day at 2:30 p.m we went to a wedding for some people i new from my Church so we got all dressed up after it was done we went back and played on the rides a little more before he took me home. i had a big secret that i was holding in for that mouth before i met him and well i was in love with him i fell so hard for him that it scared me and still does to this day but when we were alone i said it even tho i was so scared to then i started to cry cause i haven't told anyone that in years, i tried to hide the fact that i was crying but he knew so he conferred me and told me that he loved me as well but he didn't want so be the first one to day it either.

Our next day we went to the zoo and ot was very hot outside after we went all around the zoo he tho if we went on a sky line it would take up straight back to the front intents but he knew how scared of hights I am but I trusted him but I wish I didn't cause it just ended up going around in a circle so I got even more scared and as soon as we got close to the ground I jumped off and yelled at him! Haha but later that day he made it up to me by taking me out for sushi and ice cream. 

On the third day we went to the lake and had a amazing time and on the last and finally day I helped him pack up his stuff and get ready to get on the plane and that was one if the hardest things I have ever had to do, but I am so thankful that I got to meet him and love him with all of my heart and I can't wait to have more adventures with him! (⌒▽⌒)  

The New Ios7

I really like this new ios7 it's easy silk and very more personal it's graffiti are super the color details on this is amazing and so futureristic.  

Keep up with everyday life is very much more mangeable with the year calendar and world wide clock with the larger font it helps my mother who has eye problems see what time/date it is.

I love most of all is the graffitis for the weather app!😃

My birthday

My birthday has been September 23 for as long as I can remember but this year will be one of the saddest days of my life I will wake up & know my amazing father won't be there to sing me happy birthday I know I may wake up with tears in my eyes but more of all I just wanna hear him sing again I will be turning 21 but I still wish I was that little kid again that got to wake up to the sound of my fathers singing! That is the one birthday present I wish I had most of all!!!! </3

Some of my gifts for my brithday :)

The don't compare to having your father in your life and more then anything that's the one gift I wish I had more then anything (｡-_-｡) 

My room

So this is my beautiful bed with all my friends on it like normal well kinda... 

First #1 Thing I do in the morning is put on some pants if i don't already have some on.

Second #2 thing i ten to do lately is start cleaning my house for about 2 or more hours then once i am tired or feel dirty enough i will go take a long shower and brush my teeth till they kinda hurt. 

Third #3 i will cook dinner or i will just relax for the rest of the day. talking to my friends or hanging out with them i either go shopping or i get something to eat. 

I expect to.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU. The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her."

To the one you loved

You may not be my first, my last, or my only. i loved before i may love again. But if i love you now, what else matters? i'm not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of us may never be perfect together but if i can make you laugh, or cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto me and give me the most you can. i may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but i will give you a part of me that i know you can break (my heart) So don't hurt me, don't change me, don't analyze and don't expect more than i can give. Smile when i make you happy, let me know when i make you mad, and miss me when i'm not there.